today I went to bed early
but could not be, but could not be
also wanted a dying dream
but could not be, but could not be
whatever whatever, blah bla bla
may be, may be.
i can make it whatever i want it to be.
for these words of wisdom are so difficult to turn into action?
kiss kiss bang bang
if life gave me everything I wanted, more girls would be unbearably smug.
But I'd kinda like it Even If I Do not Have It All. is, to be beaten.
Questioning wondering if this ever sense of self is boring me and my surroundings as much. i am tired tired We Are You are tired.
toy I think that i shouldn't do anything about anything ever, why put somebody up in That cake next to you, next to me, pa that, if I'm gonna change tomorrow, Why Should anybody hardened volcanic These subtle voluptuosly volatile Changes That Are Sometimes painful growing pains like a sorta kinda way. let it be. let it grow Into Something that overflows at Lao and that is wasted and has no where to hold cause it's shapeless and huge and beautiful powder snowlike Powerful destructive and unstoppable. and i only meant to metaphorically beautiful, cause beauty, let's not forget lies in the eyes of the blind.
irrevocably forward, I win, I almost won this time, I cheat and Use both hands to get back to being me the most. Take off your pa get me.
this pulse eternal I win with the little finger invariably, inevitably but let me win but I was so winning, but would not let me but you should leave me and I will not say why. There are too many before mine, ma'am, because you're a little old lady should not take my turn. the whys are worse than yerbamala, They Are everywhere, except here cause i banned Them for the night. bounce back. get some. loose some, get some, win some. forget. forgot. breathe in breathe out, exercices on sanity and the vague feeling That Possibly Maybe, if you wanted you Would understand.
pero yo no sabia, pero tu no sabias, pero tu no pensabas, pero no fue asi.
yep. that.
y tambien me iba a acostar temprano.
and such.
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why cant you see what i see?
